Just when I thought i'd done a relatively good job at something, the person in charge says it's nice, but what did I do that for??!? I seriously dunno whether my time n efforts spent were appreciated or whether i'd misinterpreted her instructions. :( trying not to be upset over a possibly small misunderstanding n the feeling of being under-appreciated. Perhaps this just affirms even more that I should not be doing commercial design work.
On a completely opposite note, I watched Equus today n it was well worth it. :) feel like buying the play now... :P oh n my poetry books are starting to arrive, so yay! :)
in other places, feeling a slight tinge of envy when other ppl can get to do the things that i want, and yet i also recognise that i'm far more blessed in many different ways, and that i shouldn't compare and yet a small part of me still does. haiz. grass is always greener, i suppose. i know i must give this festering area of my life up also. how? how? how?
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