random thoughts

i had an idea of making a life-size sculpture-crucifix with some synthetic material mimicking the feel of real human skin. and den letting ppl actually go near it and touch it.. how dead flesh feels like, how impossibly cruel it seems to have an entire religion focused upon the death of a man on the torture instrument of its day. as one priest said in his homily, christianity is the only religion to have a dead man hanging on a cross, and hung in prominence in the prayer space. that really struck me, and so i was really thinking about making this truth more real to the senses. :P  imagine if you could go up close to this cross and touch the man hanging dead there. it's kinda, gruesome and possibly life-changing. ;)

in another realm, i've realised that each time i feel some kind of 'missing' for certain ppl, it is surely because i have not spent enough time with that certain Person. my own desire of the presence of someone points me to my unfaithfulness with Someone. haiz. oh well. at least i know, rite? just gottw work on the feelings then.

i have so many things to do, but no mood to do them. procrastination! rahhhh.